Sunday, October 28, 2012

BB and DD

I now know my schedule. I'm very sorry to say that I will not be in Singapore then. Though your wedding would have been a great reason to be in Singapore, my family and I are planning a trip to Australia in December. With eight members in my family and most of them working, it's hard to find a time when everybody is simultaneously free.

I really regret not being able to share your happiness. This is my first wedding invitation. Probably I will not find another wedding in which I know and like both bride and groom as much as I know and like the the two of you. Please accept my heart-felt well wishes on facebook, until the time when I can offer them to the two of you in person.

Dr Broke

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Hi Maria

I must apologize for not having any progress on partons. It is not that I have given up on the project. Quite the opposite, I feel so much time has been put into the project, your time and my time and to a lesser extent Nicolas', that it will be foolish to give up without making a conclusive statement: does it work or not?

Yet, I also recognize that there is a long way to go before I can make such a statement, and I feel the short-term pressure to give Andrei some result, any result. Thus, I started working on another wilson-loop related project immediately after the mirror-symmetry presentation, thinking that I can quickly produce a string of good results that will keep Andrei quiet for a few weeks, and when he's quietened down I will go back to partons. Just last week, I found out I have to submit a pre-thesis report of this wilson-loop project to a committee in one month's time from today, and then make an oral defense. I'm not sure I can make this deadline, since this project is only half-baked. So I'm feeling a bit unsettled right now, and I'm pushing myself hard on this project.

Sorry for rambling. And I beg your patience with the partons.

Princeton hasn't been the same without you.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Double Rainbows in Princeton

It is fall, and the trees are glowing.

I'm glad I'm teaching 205 Lagrangian mechanics, not just because the students are great, but because I learned how rainbows are formed, properly! For 26 years (ok, less) I have cultivated this picture of a beam of light entering a droplet and dispersing, ala Wikipedia illustration. I got a huge kick from discovering, through calculation, that this is wrong. The reason is that each wavelength really has a different critical impact parameter! A rainbow forms when there is constructive interference: the derivative of the scattering angle with respect to the impact parameter vanishes. Depending on the wavelength, this quantity vanishes for different impact parameters.

A typical rainbow is formed by the third scattering: light enters the droplet, reflects once, and leaves the droplet. A double rainbow sometimes forms from a fourth scattering (which explains how fragile it looks), and with the opposite negative parameter (which explains why the colors run in the opposite direction). This is in contradistinction (love this word, thank you Landau's translator) to Wikipedia's picture, which would predict that the colors flip direction with every reflection, independent of the impact parameter. I must tell people about this wonderful news. I feel like Fake Russian.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

How do I say this coherently

Another question that stumps me.

'What is your work?'

I've given so many variants of the same answer, and I don't know if any of them satisfied. Let me try again. Always good to write it out. How do I do this without jargon?

I study and make predictions about exotic materials. Some of these materials exist today and are subjects of experimentation; some exist only in my fantasies, and may never be realized in nature. I tend to study materials which allow a nice mathematical description. Because it continually astonishes me that pretty mathematics has anything to do with reality, that there is some order in this big mess. Also because pretty mathematics is challenging to grasp and apply, and I love the challenge.

Lately I've become interested in a strange variant of the humble insulator, which traditionally does not conduct electricity at all. However these new insulators have been found to conduct in a thin layer that is their boundary, the layer that is in contact with air. We characterize these insulators by their symmetries, which is to say, what are the different ways we can view this insulator, while not being able to distinguish its properties between one viewpoint and the next. For example, let's fix a point on the insulator, and imagine we are a small observer looking out from this point. If we rotate our view by 90 degrees, can we distinguish what we now see from what we saw previously? If not, we say the insulator has rotational symmetry. There are other interesting symmetries. Suppose we were watching a collection of particles zooming about in a box, doing their business of being particles and whatnot. Now FREEZE, reverse the velocity of each particle, PLAY. If the particles exactly retrace their original trajectories, as if the movie is replaying itself backward, then we say there is time-reversal symmetry.   

Suppose we knew all the symmetries that characterize an insulator, then the next step is to formulate a mathematical quantity, that arises because of these symmetries, and can only take on integer values: 1,-1,0, etc. With these integer quantities, we classify these materials, much like how we classify anything in science. Often but not always, saying that a material is characterized by 1 instead of -1 means that it will exhibit different properties when probed during an experiment. For example, an integer number called the Chern number tells us: if we apply an electric field in one direction (say 'x'), then a current flows in 'y'. Suppose we divided (current/electric field), this quantity does not take any arbitrary value - it is the product of the Chern number and some fundamental constants (like the charge of an electron).

In this field, the predictions by theorists outpace the search for these materials and their experimental verification. There is an industry in finding the material, that is, identifying exactly what elements, when put together in what ratios, produce something exciting. I try to involve myself in this. Once identified, there is an industry in growing these materials, which is often done in a chemistry laboratory next door. I don't do this at all. Once grown, there is an industry in making experimental predictions that can reasonably be tested in a physics laboratory, something I try to do. Finally, there is the actual experiment, which I admire from afar, though I may get the chance to interpret their experimental data.

Ok, so how do I say this coherently in one minute, during a random conversation?


X

Stoic tells me that I remind him of the protagonist in X, an anime he watched several years ago. That I carry myself with a slow deliberation, but at any instant I can unleash death and destruction to everybody around me. This is why I like Stoic.

While at the gym, met by chance a Croton.

He asked me, 'What's new?'

Never fails to stump me, these two words.

'Nothing much.'

'Maybe that's a good thing.'

'Not really.'

Probably he could have asked, 'What's old?' That night, I reminisced about a movie date with Beach, when she rested her head on my shoulders, as if expecting some gesture in return. Heart pounding, I lay still, unmoving, and just enjoyed the gentle pressure on my shoulder. Later, I explained to Cherry the difficulties of smoothly extricating my arm in that position, to bring that arm over Beach's shoulders. I think I convinced Cherry, but not myself. Beach has always been one step ahead of me, in the games we played.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Fake Russian meets Witten

The Fake Russian met Witten today. When I pointed out, 'Isn't that Witten?' He squealed, jumped out of his seat, tripped over his labtop wire, and hastily found a view. He then proceeded to stalk Ed down the hallway, at times gesticulating frantically because he cannot bottle his excitement. It reminded me of when he learned that the sum of all natural numbers is -1/12, and such was his amazement he randomly stopped passersby to spread the good news. It seems he has discovered the free-food emailing list all by himself. So a group of pie-crazy physicists: Stoic, Vase, Faze, Fake Russian and I, left Jadwin for Frist in search of free apple cider and pies. There, I discovered that Halloween is coming - Morgan decided to carve a spider into her pumpkin, while I watched.

Imp's crane trial is a neverending story, to her dismay. She needs some relief, and has decided a weekend trip to Thailand will do it. Nun is receiving mixed messages about Law from Cor and Imps, and who knows, really? I helped Moon tackle her analysis midterm, and found to my surprise that I knew some basic analysis after all. Maybe one day when I finally decide to take an analysis class, I will realize I don't need it.
 

Tuesday, October 02, 2012

To-do-in-Princeton

Beer-tasting special in Triumph

Mosaics in the Church next to Firestone

Dinosaurs

Children's library in Firestone

The winding passage

Two-tiger Stadium

Art museum

The Cave in Icahn

Stroll to the Graduate College

Nap in the Forbes patio, browse their sci-fi library

Architectural exhibits in the Architecture building!

Concert in the Richardson Auditorium, check out music events

Pool and beer in graduate student lounge

Food: Udipi Cafe, Caffe Teresa, Ajihei, Asian Bistro

A day without physics

Today, a physics-less day, I do my laundry.

I gave a presentation to Phuan's group that consisted of four pdf slides. In spite of my reservations that I was saying very little, the specialized audience lapped up my predictions on transport. It was nice to see in the audience four of my experimentalist friends, and also to exchange ideas with Phuan. He pointed to a nice calculation that can be done at the Lifshitz transition, which will make a nice theoretical paper.

Immediately after, I brought Laura to Triumph brewery and promptly became a fan of their beer tasting special. I must add this to the to-do-in-Princeton list. Her Microsoft job has made her very mobile, and she is conducting a workshop in Princeton to teach SCOM, a scripting language. In November, she will move to New York, and she will help me overcome my New-York inertia so that I will make frequent visits to all the museums and parks I've been hearing about. After Triumph was an 8.5-hour grading marathon, which left me exponentially exhausted, as if my preparations for Phuan were not enough to put me straight to bed. At the finish line, I declare the next day a day without physics. I declare that I will write, learn about generalized functions from Gelfand, watch the new Code Geass series, exert my body, read a story about Cinderella, plan New Zealand, and find a Russian village to disappear to.